…don’t say it.
I’ve been kind of out of it the last few days as a result of (what now seems to become) a series of bad news. First there was a dear friend who officially heard she lost her battle to cancer. After living like a zombie for a day (so that’s what that feels like! Better call AMC and have them hire me on their hit show – if they’d seen me yesterday that’s all the audition they could ever wish for), I ended up crying a lot because I felt so sad and angry and useless. All I could mutter was one thing: “BUT HOW!?” as none of it made sense.
Then today my parents brought home another batch of horrendous news for which I have no words either; there seems to be something terribly wrong with my unborn nephew/niece. Not sure if I mentioned this before, but my middle sister is pregnant again, although it seems it’s not going very well (to make the understatement of understatements). No matter our differences, nobody deserves this.
I can’t give any more details, both because I don’t have a lot and also because I don’t really want to talk about it. It’s too harsh to even think about it all.
So there you have it: I had this whole post almost planned out (I had an idea, but that’s where it starts, ey?), but since I apparently have lost all words except really bad ones (and I don’t want to use bad language on my blog), I’m just going to hit you with one of my favourite songs ever. It’s subtle, it’s sweet, and it says nothing at all. Like me right now.
Take care everyone, and let’s hope tomorrow brings better tidings :)